I hate to go to work or rather I will like to avoid to go to work because this is what I observed or felt:
Before Kranji, everything was fine and things were improving but after it, things went downhill. Its not that I really wanted to go Kranji even though we all know that there will be many ERs. Half of me wanted to but the other did not because I fear that things will go downhill just as what has happened now.
How I wish we could forge a deeper friendship. This is what I felt: I felt as if you all hate me somehow. I do not know why. All that I have been trying to do is to fight welfare for all of us, I dare to say I did not backstab anyone. What have I done wrong to receive the detest? Tell me that I am wrong! Each day I live in struggles - my flesh tells me to go against you all since you all have already chosen your side but meanwhile the other part tells me that I should not. It is really hard. I wish I could run.
Please, may things be better. May we forge a deeper friendship and that we may do the tough work together. Why am I not accepted?
