How is wish I work
I hate to go to work or rather I will like to avoid to go to work because this is what I observed or felt:
Before Kranji, everything was fine and things were improving but after it, things went downhill. Its not that I really wanted to go Kranji even though we all know that there will be many ERs. Half of me wanted to but the other did not because I fear that things will go downhill just as what has happened now.
How I wish we could forge a deeper friendship. This is what I felt: I felt as if you all hate me somehow. I do not know why. All that I have been trying to do is to fight welfare for all of us, I dare to say I did not backstab anyone. What have I done wrong to receive the detest? Tell me that I am wrong! Each day I live in struggles - my flesh tells me to go against you all since you all have already chosen your side but meanwhile the other part tells me that I should not. It is really hard. I wish I could run.
Please, may things be better. May we forge a deeper friendship and that we may do the tough work together. Why am I not accepted?
Tired but its all worth it!
I went out early in the morning today to take my Basic Theory Test. Phew, thank God, I passed. Then immediately I came out and head to register for my Provisional Driving License (PDL) and thank God the queue was short. I did not need to wait long for my turn. After which, I head down to update my results into the system so that I could start booking my 1st driving practical!
Then, I went to meet Weiping to celebrate our 3rd Anniversary. The activities that we did were: Watched Hancock, Shopped, Ate, Walked A LOT and cell. Nothing special, nothing out of the ordinary but it was all plain, simple & enjoyable.
I am so so tired but its all worth it.
Good night everyone!
By the way, let us all wish Michelle a Happy Birthday!
A day full of standing
Today is a BIG day but I cannot tell you the reason.
The durian hunters ate the durian that I found yesterday for breakfast. I tell you, the wild durians tasted superb man. They are not too bitter, neither are they too sweet. Every single seed in your mouth makes you feel like craving for more! Moreover, it does not make you feel heaty. There is this friend, his name is Kelvin. He refused to eat the durian at first because his stomach was not feeling that well, however, this was what I said,
"Oh man. It's really nice! Come try one. Just one."
It ended with him finishing more than 5 pieces.
The thing that I did most today was sitting, standing, walking, eating and drinking. That was what all I did for today since 11am ~ 8pm.
Even though it was really tiring and boring, the day was fruitful with us the durian hunters, picking up 4 durians from the wild again.
What a day!
Early morning, went out to work - boring as there was not any specific task to do. Thus a group of 5 of us went to hunt for durians as there were some durian trees around. We bashed through the vegetation and I came out of it first to find a non sweet-smelling durian lying at the pavement waiting for me. Its as if my Father has placed it there nicely for us.
I took and my boss smelt. He said it is riped yet and it will take a few days before we can start eating. Thus he put it into his car and less than a few hours' time, the whole car was durian-perfumed! And by evening, the durian cracked. This means that the durian is riped and ready for us to eat.
Thank God that today was half day if not I will not be where I am in the evening - Changi Airport. In fact I had much reservations to go today as I fear. More over, the laziness in me discouraged me from traveling. I kept asking my Father what should I do as I was really lost. Deep in me, there was this voice, saying, "If Shane is online, I'll go." It just came out of nowhere. The moment I reached home and switched on my computer, Shane msned me. There, I got my answer.
In less than 30 minutes' home, I tried to prepare myself to be ready. Then I rushed off to another location for a mission, after which, Changi Airport via MRT. Oh gosh, I stood the whole journey from the west all the way to the east! It was as if I was punished for whatever reason.
Although I did go Changi Airport in the end, my initial plan was just to stand afar and hide somewhere where I can see you. I did not have the courage. Somewhat I know that my Father asked me to be there and of course, I do not think he asked me to be there just to hide myself. Thus I prayed. Eventually, no matter how I hide, I first saw Bernice and Trina, then your dad and your mum found me. I told myself, "I can't hide anymore."
It was a fruitful trip down the east. I saw many warmth scenes today - loving family and friends travelling down for your arrival, and, a loving family that god has blessed your sister and wei quan to have. Lastly, I thank god for your family to be so nice to me, especially your mum. She kept worrying about my stomach. Haha. =D
The long trip back to the west was not good though. However, it was all worth. I am so so tired once again. Its been a few days that I have not been able to sleep well. It is time.
Good night everyone!
