Feeling really downz.
This year is really a terrible year, trails after trials, temptations after temptations, problems after problems, have passed and move on but there was not any gap of rest in between. I am not strong enough. I am going to break down soon... Its just the matter of time.
BGR problems -> Really good friends -> Friends -> Hatred. Now what? I am feeling so terrible. My family is facing crisis, especially my mum. I love her alot but she is suffering, yet I am unable to do anything. How unfilial.
My freedom gone. My closest gone. My control gone.
Hatred came. Problems came. Failures came.
My life gone.